July 7, 2011

Off topic, serious.

Long ago, I went through a scare of thinking I had cancer, I went through blood tests, seen doctors. I was lucky enough not to have any problems. I understand more than most of the problems of this world are, mostly all of it focus around money problems. Being open about my 127k debt that I am in, I can see why the world's problems are money. Those tests are not cheap, and since I was still under my parents health insurance at the time, it was covered.
But what if you work, get sick, and loose that health coverage. How are you suppose to afford all the things you need? When you need coverage the most, it goes away. What is the point of having the insurance if it just goes away when you need it the most?
I can look outside my window right now and count endlessly on the people that seriously need it but can never afford it. Something so serious can be so expensive, money is money till the people get greedy with it and only want it all for themselves.
I've been used for money. Oh man, one to many times have I given people money only to realize it was used for drugs or something completely different than what I believed. But to this day I will not stop helping. Maybe not the same people, but if I know someone needs it more than myself...I will give it to them.
As of today I am still jobless, I don't have a steady income, my parents try to help me the best they can but have their own money problems with my mother's heart condition and my father loosing hours at work. I live with my boyfriends parents who are going through some medical issues themselves. My boyfriend works part time and helps me the best he can, but he can't help me pay off my loans. I have only 3k left in savings to get me buy and I can't touch it.
I wont stop helping, I can't. Even if these people don't deserve the help. If they have never done me wrong, than I'll still do my best to show them some kindness. Anything is better than nothing in a time when the world needs something.
--Jamie